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.That would make youa hypocrite.And Shane, you re anything but. I can get another job.I can t get another you. Damn it, Shane.You re not listening to me. You think I m not listening? Shane snarled and spun away. I hear every word you resaying, but they re all excuses, aren t they? He met Pablo s gaze with wild, angry eyes. Howlong? Pablo frowned. What? How long? Shane repeated. How long before you stop seeing him when you look at me?Before you stop punishing me for whatever he did? Wha Pablo s head reeled. Who are you talking about? He hurt you. Shane continued as if Pablo hadn t spoken. Whoever this guy is or was, he trampled all over your feelings.I can see that.But I m not him.I see it in your eyes, you wantme, but you keep holding back because of him.Because of what he did.You ve got us stuck ina holding pattern because of someone else. Pablo shook his head. That s not true. No? Shane slid his fingers through his hair. I m here, ready to walk away from all of it.Foryou.But it seems to me you put more effort into what you don t have than what you do.Whatare you prepared to do for me, J.P.? I m prepared to watch you walk away, Pablo shouted. I m giving you up and you might notunderstand it now, but someday you will and you ll thank me then. Fuck you! Shane yelled back. Don t you get it? Pablo got in his face and grabbed Shane by the neck.He hauled theother man closer still, until he couldn t tell where he began and Shane ended. I am not the kindof man you settle down with, Shane.I m not the kind you bring home to meet the folks.I m thekind who can get you killed, who almost cost you your life just days ago.Or have youforgotten? He spat the words in Shane s ear. You fuck with me and you die.I won t survive it,don t you get that? I can t watch you get hurt because of me. His voice broke right then, his anguish spilling over in his words.From his eyes.The pain ofsending Shane away, even knowing it was the right thing to do, shattered something in hischest, the magnitude of it buckling his knees.Strong arms wrapped around his waist, held him upright.He pulled away, bracing his weighton Shane s, and stared into his lover s eyes. Shane. He hated how much need came across inthat one word.How much love.How much want.Wanting what he couldn t have was badenough.Having had it, having tasted it and knowing how much he was losing, knowing what hewas giving up was the worst. Let me love you. Shane kissed his neck, his throat. Let me help you ease the ache, hemurmured against Pablo s shoulder.He pushed Pablo s pants down and stepped back, all thathope in his eyes.He simply stood there, waiting for Pablo to go to him or walk away, turn hisback.Their last few hours together and Pablo didn t want to spend it fighting, debating.He wantedin Shane s arms.He wanted all that love focused on him one last time, he wanted to be selfishand take.Be taken.He held Shane s gaze and stepped out of his pants, standing before the man he loved innothing but his skin.All he had left was what he felt and he couldn t find the words in hissuddenly dry throat so he moved forward and stepped heart-first into the arms of the man whocould destroy him.Rip him to shreds.Annihilate him.Shane held him tight, kissing his neck and moving downward, taking his time.Pablo s heartrate kicked up, his breath roughened and he didn t want to be anywhere else.He d thought he dbeen in love before, but this.Nothing compared.Everything paled in contrast to the bright, shiny glow that was Shane.His lover reversed their positions and pushed at Pablo s shoulder.He moved backward,dropping onto the bed and crawling to the middle.Shane came with him, his touches so soft,face open and honest.Pablo couldn t bear to look him in the eye, but he lacked the faculties to turn away.Straddling him, Shane bent his head, his wet and nimble tongue flicking at Pablo s nippleswhile his cock, hard and hot bumped against Pablo s.A groan ripped from his throat and he tipped his head up, giving over to it all the pleasureand the pain.Twin emotions he craved as Shane caught one of his nipples between his teethand bit, hard enough for Pablo to arch and grip the sheets, yet soft enough for him to beg. More.Shane, please. Shane responded with a sly grin and sank his teeth into Pablo s chest, over the tattoo he dgotten when Angelo left him.He rocked into Shane, their hard-ons grinding together, both capswet and pulsing hot. Let me kiss your scars. Shane dipped lower, kissing the raised scar from Pablo s father smachete.He licked Pablo s stomach and dragged his tongue over every ridge in his abs.Pablo s muscles contracted and he squirmed under the gentleness, unused to the soft.Unused to being the one receiving.Finally, finally Shane s mouth closed around his cock, sucking him into the wet cavern gently.Pablo gasped up at the ceiling. Ah Shane. He rolled his hips then reached down and cupped the back of Shane s head,thrusting into him slowly, agonizingly slow.Shane s lashes fluttered and his eyes opened,brilliant green, sparkling with lust and desire and so many emotions Pablo wanted to bottle upand explore at a later date when his balls weren t churning, when his body wasn t aching.Sure fingers cupped his balls, squeezing gently, rolling them around.Pablo widened histhighs and held Shane s stare.His lover was perfection, gorgeous lips stretched so wide aroundhis length, cheeks bulging, eyes& telling.His fingers moved away and Shane released Pablowith a twinge of regret on his face.Quickly enough Shane s fingers replaced Pablo s cock in hismouth and Pablo watched, stroking his own dick as Shane sucked on his fingers, wetting themin preparation.Pablo s body clenched, both in fear and anticipation.He d never been breached, neverallowed another man inside him, but he wanted to give Shane something.Something all hisown.Shane removed the fingers from his mouth and brought them to Pablo s entrance. Relax. Shane kissed the inside of his thigh and pushed one finger in. Let me in, J.P.Iwon t hurt you. Pablo knew that.He knew no matter what he did, how far or hard he pushed, Shane wouldnever hurt him and that knowledge helped him to relax, to breathe in, to push down when thefingers inside him became two. That s it, Shane whispered to him. Open up for me.Let me love you. He sank the twodigits deep and Pablo jerked.Shane hissed. Fuck, babe.You re all tightness and heat in here. Christ. Pablo rocked on his fingers, the burn exquisite. Christ.I ve never You re myfirst. Between his legs, Shane stilled.Pablo opened his eyes and looked down.Shane wasstaring up at him, his lips parted, cheeks red. What? A small smile played at the corners of Shane s mouth. You were my first. Yeah? Pablo couldn t help the answering smile that comment brought to his lips.Shane nodded and hooked the fingers inside Pablo. Yeah
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IndexClaire McNab [Carol Ashton 01 Lessons in Murder (v5.0) (epub)
Claire Contreras [Contracts & The Sinner's Bargain (epub)
Avril Nicole Ja, Dora Maar(1)
Brooklyn Sinners 1 Love the Sinner Avril Ashton
Brooklyn Sinners 3 A Sinner Born Avril Ashton
§ Bradley Alan Zatrute ciasteczko
Corey Michael Anthony Dlaczego mężczyzni zdradzają
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