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.He sees things in my eyes that I never want anyone to see.Blinking away a tear, I slither off towards the guest room and close the door behind me.I flop on to the bed, face down and fight the tears.I have no idea why I’m crying, but I can’t seem to stop it.I’ve never been a crier before, but then again, I’d never gone through what I have, these past few months.I hear the door open and close quietly and soon, a presence on the bed.I feel a hand stroke through my hair, but I realize it isn’t Jackson.I turn towards them and see its Dani.Great, big sister to get involved now.“You okay Ally? You look kinda.I don’t know.stressed? Is everything good between you and my brother?”“Yeah, I guess so.I’m just a bit overwhelmed,” I say, between snubs of tears.“The shit just got real, I guess.Coming in here and being seen in public as a couple for the first time, just kinda freaked me out.I wasn’t expecting to come home.errrr, here and see everyone I know and then some I don’t know.”“I hear ya.We are all just so happy that you guys are okay.Jackson’s recovery was amazing, and I owe that to you, Ally.Your love for him brought him back to all of us.You know that, right?”“Not sure about that, but I did what I could.I’ve loved him for a while, but I could never admit it to myself.When I learned what he did.almost giving his life for mine.I knew I could no longer hide it.I feel better knowing that he knows now, but it’s a bit surreal I guess.I’ve never been in a real relationship and it scares the shit out of me.”“I know, it did me too, when Tony and I met.I was young and still in medical school when we met.He swept me off my feet and has never put me down.I just wish I could give him the children that he wants.We’ve been trying for years, but no luck.We’ve seen so many fertility experts and none of them can pinpoint a problem.I’m going to take a break from medicine for a while and we are going to focus on us, see where that takes us.”“I’m sorry, Dani.I had no idea you were struggling with that.I’ve heard stress can play a major role in not being able to conceive, so maybe a break is good.I wish you luck.”“Thanks, we’ll see, I guess.I have a few more patients that are finishing up with treatment and once they are done, I’ll be able to focus completely on us.I didn’t want to leave patients in the middle of treatment.I only have four now, and three of them will be done soon.”“Well, you and Tony should take a trip once they have completed treatment.Just to get away and spend some quality time together.Jackson mentioned that to me at the hospital, wanting to get away.”“I think you should.You guys have been working on this relationship for months and nothing but problems kept getting in your way.”“Well, he’s been working on it.I’ve just been running, too afraid to give in to what I really feel.It took him almost dying for me to see it.I just don’t see how that’s fair to him.He deserves someone to love him, without reservations, without being forced in to it, I guess.I just wonder how long it will be, before he realizes I’m not good enough for him.”A throat clearing at the door jolts me out of my thoughts.I look to the door and its Jackson, leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.Oh joy, he heard that and now I’m going to get an ear full.“How long have you been standing there?” I ask“Long enough.Dani, will you excuse us for just a moment please?”“Sure.Ally, you can talk to me any time.I know my brother can be overbearing at times and maybe I can help.”“Danielle!” Jackson growls.“Okay, okay, I got ya,” she says to him, as she gets off the bed.“You know where to find me,” she says, as she leaves the room, patting Jackson on the shoulder, as she leaves.He stalks towards me like I’ve really pissed him off and I scoot back on the bed, my head clocking the headboard.Thankfully it’s padded, so it doesn’t hurt.But by the look in his eyes, I’m about to be spanked.He sits down next to me and pulls me in to his arms.“Why on earth would you still think you aren’t good enough for me?” He asks, then presses his lips to my head.“Look at us Jackson.We come from different worlds and.”“Stop right there.Do you really think I care whatworldswe’re both from? Look at me, Alexandra,” his steely green eyes land on mine.“My world is wherever you are, and right now, that is right here.My world was empty before I met you.I worked, I had a little fun.well, maybe too much fun, and I was miserable.When I first saw you at that fundraiser in Miami, I knew.Ask Dani.I even called her from the hotel and told her about you.She was skeptical at first, but then she met you and realized you were the one for me.The only one.It doesn’t matter where we both came from.What matters is, the world we make together.”The waterworks begin again.You’d think my tear ducts would be dried up by now, but they keep flowing.I’ve never been involved with anyone at this level before and I have no idea what I’m doing.“We’re gonna be fine, Ally.I promise you that.Please stop trying to over analyze everything and just live.I love you more than life itself and nothing is going to change that, do you understand me?”I nod and lean my head in to his chest.“I love you too Jackson.So much it scares me to death.”“I know, it scares me too,” he says, as I look up at him in disbelief.“It scares you too?”“Of course it does.Love can be a scary thing, but as long as we have each other, we can conquer anything.Our lives are going to be so much sweeter together.I know the past few months have been hard, but all of that is over now.Now, we can get to the fun part
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Christine Feehan Mroczna Seria 13 Mroczne Przeznaczenie