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.Just to remind you, you have this diagram already.Now, we are doing this inside our body, that is just seeing it drawn as thedivision chart, but now we really want to experience it, and see that we alreadyhave these patterns inside our body from doing the fusion practice, and thereason that they are there is that they are setting you up for the next stage.There is a natural affinity there of these elements.These spirits, you can think ofthem as intelligences.These elements are not physical things, fire and water isnot just hot and cold.If you think of them that way, your practice will be verylimited because if you limit the power of these different aspects of your ownconsciousness, and you see them as limited things, that you are manipulatinglike little pieces on a chessboard inside your body, that is the result that you will get.You will get a limited result because you have set up limited expectations oftheir power.If in fact you contact these different aspects of your consciousness, andyou ask them, you train them and say look, this is the alchemical operation that Iwant done, will you do it for me? Now you are challenging them.It is just like ifyou have a kid and you say can you tie your own shoe, can you write thealphabet, can you do anything, well now, that challenges them to do something,and do it on their own.It is the same way with contacting these intelligencesinside you.What happens is that over time, you have gotten into a very conditionedstate, where they have a very humdrum existence, you say look, I just want toknow enough to add up my check book, or I only want to know enough to sayhello to the neighbors, or I only want to know enough to drive to work, or this orthat.You start setting all these limitations and boundaries, saying this is what Ineed to do, that s it, just to survive.Meanwhile you have all these other hiddentalents that you could be using to explore the entirety of the internal cosmos,which is much bigger than the outer cosmos.But because you don t ask them todo it, you don t go there with them, you don t go on the journey with them, theydon t do it and you start to think that they (the vital organ Shen) are stupid, or Iam stupid and I can only do these things.I have had people tell me well, I can t meditate.It is just an acquired badhabit.Even the idea of there being a formal period of meditation: really when youawaken these aspects then they are always meditating, they are always seeingand noticing what is happening on the outside, and what is happening on theinside.You start leading a double life that other people who are in a morehumdrum state of mind are not going to be able to share with you.They mightthink you are crazy, or you are just imagining it all.It doesn t matter, they are justimagining in a more limited way their reality, but every reality has to be imaginedand created by somebody or someone, other wise you would be dead ifsomeone wasn t creating it and changing or evolving it, it would just be like adead thing.The idea is that we are just doing another level of fusion here.In thebeginning practice of fusion, you are just learning how to balance these elementsfor your emotional body, just so it is not an obstacle.Now we are going below thelevel of the emotional body, and below the level of your sexual energy.This is animportant thing that took me a while to understand in these practices.In thefusion practice, and in the healing love practice, there you are dealing with thefunctioning of your Shen, your five element spirits in the world, you have all thesedysfunctional patterns emotionally and sexually.Before you can really get to adeep level of success, you need to at least neutralize the extremes of yourtraumas, and your dysfunctional emotional and sexual patterns.It is not everabout something being totally perfect or totally complete, it is always a process.You need to start finding out, what are all these patterns of mypersonality, I have all this anger, I have all this grief, I have all this fear, whateverit is, and you start to neutralize that.The idea is that you start to get back to the feeling quality of the original spirit, which is pure feeling; it is not attached orreactive to the object that it is feeling.Emotions by this definition are actuallyreactions remembered from the past, and true feelings are defined asspontaneous experiences in the present moment.You can feel reactions fromthe past arising to experiences you are having in the present.So, for example, I tell Barry you are an idiot .He agrees with me, andthat gets me angry.Lets pretend that I say he is an idiot, and Barry reactsagainst me and gets angry, and says no I m not, I ll prove it to you, here, we llhave a duel .The center of his energy is coming from me, and he is shaping hisreactive emotional energy around what I said
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